we talked for like an hour and five minutes...
im so happy...it wasnt like awkward at all...yay!!! lol i dont really want him back, but i do kinda...i dont really feel like i still love him, but i know that i do...i cant really help it...
it was really really great talking like we used to, though...it felt really good...really really REALLY REALLY REALLLYYYYYYYY GOOD!!!!
YAY!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
im such a spaz...but im not gunna like type down EVEVERYTHING that he said...cuz then ill pry just end up being disappointed again...but he DID say that he wanted me to go to the game friday...like im soooo sure that he said it that way too...he was like are you going to the game friday and i was like i dont think so...thatll just be too weird and hes like why...you should go...and i was like i dunno...and then later hes like so are you gunna go to the game? and i was like i dont know...do you actually want me to and he was like i dont know...its not like im gunna have a problem with it...he kept like bringing up like sexual things...but thats just him...and like he told me about a dream he had about me...and he kept saying that i was flirting with him...but he was actually the one flirting with me...
we OBVIOUSLY still have feelings for eachother...its not just one sided...i know its not...
anyways...he said that aaron asked for my number...i was like omg you gave it too him right...and then im like no im just kidding and hes like yeah, okay...and then i told him about what ashlee said about me bringing him to homecoming and how i said no cuz hed like rape me and josh is like yeah, i guarantee you like hed definetly try having sex with you...hehehehe!!! options!!! lol ;)
sorry, megs a lil horny, hence she hasnt had sex in like 3 weeks!!! and i pry wont for like months and months...waaaaaaa...lol ;)
im just so happy right now...yayayaya!!!
ewww...and yeah, like this kenny guy in my american history class asked me today if i wanted to "hang out" some time...i just like looked at him for like 5 seconds and then turned away...it was so great...
but im gunna go...and ponder whether or not i should go to fridays game with michelle or not...
lata!!!
megz
YAY!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
im such a spaz...but im not gunna like type down EVEVERYTHING that he said...cuz then ill pry just end up being disappointed again...but he DID say that he wanted me to go to the game friday...like im soooo sure that he said it that way too...he was like are you going to the game friday and i was like i dont think so...thatll just be too weird and hes like why...you should go...and i was like i dunno...and then later hes like so are you gunna go to the game? and i was like i dont know...do you actually want me to and he was like i dont know...its not like im gunna have a problem with it...he kept like bringing up like sexual things...but thats just him...and like he told me about a dream he had about me...and he kept saying that i was flirting with him...but he was actually the one flirting with me...
we OBVIOUSLY still have feelings for eachother...its not just one sided...i know its not...
anyways...he said that aaron asked for my number...i was like omg you gave it too him right...and then im like no im just kidding and hes like yeah, okay...and then i told him about what ashlee said about me bringing him to homecoming and how i said no cuz hed like rape me and josh is like yeah, i guarantee you like hed definetly try having sex with you...hehehehe!!! options!!! lol ;)
sorry, megs a lil horny, hence she hasnt had sex in like 3 weeks!!! and i pry wont for like months and months...waaaaaaa...lol ;)
im just so happy right now...yayayaya!!!
ewww...and yeah, like this kenny guy in my american history class asked me today if i wanted to "hang out" some time...i just like looked at him for like 5 seconds and then turned away...it was so great...
but im gunna go...and ponder whether or not i should go to fridays game with michelle or not...
lata!!!
megz