a week!!!
i want to talk to him sooo sooo bad, but he said that hed call me...HED call ME
hed best call me soon
i miss him so bad, even though its already been a whole two weeks...i still cry like when our song comes on and theres commerials for movies i saw with him or like was planning on seeing with him...
i like NEED to talk to him...this is the worst...
maybe i'll just call amanda instead
everyone keeps harassing me about homecoming--are you going? you HAVE to go...blah blah blah...FUCK THEM!!! everyone has a date EXCEPT ME so im not gunna fucking go, okay!!??!
hello, the only guy that ive ever loved dumped me after 8 and a half months, and today would have been 9 months...so im not really feeling the happiest right now...if they want me to go so bad, then FIND ME A JOSH REPLACEMENT...
even though no one with ever be to me what he was...i just really need somone to take my mind off of him right now...i really should call amanda...maybe matt or lance or scott said something about me...hopefully
im gunna go eat and shit...maybe do a little crying and tv watching...
laterz
megz