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lovely quote from adam p--today in study hall he was being a dumb ass like always, but today it was actually funny

school yesterday was sooo fucking homosexual its not even funny. like all my friends/anna ashlee and jula--left at like 10ish before these stupid ass "sessions" began. like the stu co sponsored them--they were like mini-therapy sessions with like 60 peoples in each one about like drinking, sex, divorce, stress...omg it was horrible...

but like this one guy is reallyyyy super cool. hes like smiley tie guy. hes got like this big business or whatever and his website is like donttugthewire.com i think...he was sooooo funny...

anyways, today was dumb...pretty boring and uneventful...i dressed hawaiian, hence im just BUBBLING OVER with fucking school spirit...i wore ashley w's seashell bra lol--it was pimp but made people (LIKE SEAN) think that they could just like touch my chest and itd be okay cuz i was wearing a seashell bra...perverted people lol

lance for MY school molested me during lunch...i was like walking by him and luis talking and lance like pointed at me and im like HI LANCE! and he like kept holding out his hand so like i took it and he shook it and i was like my hands are so cold and yours are really warm (im an idiot, i know--it sounds so homo, but it didnt sound so retarded when i said it, trust me...) so he like just like stared DEEPLY into my eyes and like grabbed my hand and held it/massaged it for like 10 minutes...hes creepy sometimes...he didnt even talk like at all...i think he was high, seriously...

in the hall before am history eric went up to julia and was like came i touch your boobs and shes like hell yeah and he just like looked at her and like turned around and came over to me and hes like meghan can i touch your boobs and i like moved my lei and like stuck out the seashells (lol) and i was like go for it and he like put his hands like thisclose to them and then he like looked at me and is like dont tease me and tell me i can cuz you know that ill do it.

anyways then after am history like before the last bell he like comes over to me (after staring at me all thru class--i could FEEL it...and i saw it too lol) and hes like do you wanna woogie doogie after school and i was like no and hes like why and im like i dont do that anymore and hes like why and im like just cuz and hes like did you have a baby and im like yes and hes like seriously and im like no and hes like did you THINK you were going to have a baby and i was like yes, MANY TIMES and hes like seriously and im like no eric.

so then he like okay then, do you still do the sucky sucky and i was like nooooo and hes like why and im like im just not like that anymore ;) and hes like i see...turning me down...

so then i walked over to the door and like was standing there talking to luis waiting for the bell to ring and he like comes up right behind me and like totally ass raped me and OH MY GOD I FELT IT

then after school i was at my locker with ashlee and i had like JUST begun to tell her my tramatic story when eric like walks up behind me and like put his arms around me from behind, pressed his WHOLE BODY against mine and like pulled me REALLY tight against him...and hes like (to ashlee) tonight were gunna have sex and ashlees like realllyyy?...and hes like yeah, i got permission and then he like let go and walked away...but i had already FELT IT AGAIN!!!

i was soo scared...so was ashlee when i told her my story lol shes like omg!! lock your doors and windows tonight--HE KNOWS WHERE YOU LIVE lol

too bad he had to dump me before homecoming...i couldve had a date...but i dont...im a loser...even jula has one--ZACH asked her...like EVERYONE has a date...EVERYONE...i seriously cant name ONE PERSON without a date...except ME...i wanna go to see the decorations and shit, but i dont wanna have to stick around and be introduced to peoples luvers...or watch anyone make out or dance...maybe ill go with the guy kellys date justin is gunna have her sign it...maybe...